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Kaleidoscope

Scattered across the floor, shards of glass reflect the sunlight, forming a prism of emotions. All colours of feelings dance on the wall, in patterns of joy and despair.

Enlighten

The cold screen emits a spectral light, bringing with it electronic ghosts. Out there, the sun shines an even more impossible reality, longing for beaches and waterfalls. In the mirror, the image of someone on the verge of something to happen, only awaiting for the inevitable. And underneath the sight, a thick layer of memories and oblique thoughts. (03-08-2012)
The most difficult thing about loving someone is learning how to let them go. We are humans, therefore animals, and we can never control to whom we are attracted, it is just impossible. Dealing with rejection is always a problem, for we tend to turn love into hatred and good feelings into depression. But how to overcome such powerful emotions? Unfortunately there is no magical formula, but loving yourself is a start. If you want to be ok, why not wish them to be ok too? After all, if you love them you should want them to be happy, with or without you. Hold no grudges, it is better for your health. It is not easy, but it is worth trying.

International love cliché championship

I love you but I met someone else It`s not me, it`s you she`s poisonous Be careful, he is trouble I thought what we had was special hush baby, don`t cry you`ll get over it I like her, she`s nuts We`re nuts! (Kenny G playing in the background)
It is indeed just a matter of perspective. Sitting here by myself, listening to this beautiful Velvet Underground song, in this perfect weather, I see life as it is. Full of sound and fury, but also full of possibilities, you just have to have the right disposition to look at it and see the big picture. It is not so difficult after all. It is so simple that we refuse to see it that way. Being outdoors help, it's easier to see the big picture when you're looking up to the sky. Value those who value you and don't be afraid to be yourself and speak your mind. It will attract those who are like minded and repel those who aren't; you don't need them anyway. And never be afraid to love, it is one of the few things that can make you feel truly alive.
I knew I would be deluded, so why did I let myself fall into this obvious trap? It must have been some dark force that lured me to certain death. Blunt force trauma. If only I could forget the deep sound of your soft voice and the way you looked at me while you told stories of your past lives. All your pain only drew me closer, too close for you to stand it. Now you are drifting apart with every word not said, a distant ship`s smoke on my horizon.
Hoje eu dancei forró. Já tinha me esquecido de como trançar as pernas de acordo com a música. Hoje eu bebi 4 cervejas e fumei 3 cigarros. Já tinha me esquecido de como era estar quase lúcida. Hoje eu me distrai, Pra ficar sem você.

Memory Lane Express

As she was on the bus, she thought about writting a book. In fact, she just wanted her tears to dry, so she thought about doing something. But as she reached for a pen, her whole body screamed of him, and it was as if that painful feeling would never go away. She always cries on buses, no one cares, they all go on with their trips to nowhere. And nowhere is where she longs to be. She's been there so many times before that it is like home. And there, inside a beautiful box, are all the memories of lost feelings.